The Eruption

A Good Boy

Hunger

Barkada

Shabs

Cracked Mirrors

Black Angels

Daughter

Cemetery

Red Leaves

Typhoon

 

 

Hunger

Lying on a piece of cardboard box on the sidewalk against the wall of Rosie's diner, I rise up at mid-day in the scorching heat of the sun. It is directly overhead. My head feels heavy and I am tired as usual. I haven't eaten all week and I don't have any more glue. As I stretch and sit up against the wall of the diner, wondering where my next meal will come from, I see a couple crossing the street opposite me. "Maybe this is my lucky day," I think to myself. The couple comes over to the restaurant and stand outside of the diner. They look over the menu in the front window. I can overhear them talking.

"I'm so hungry; I can eat anything right now" says the man.
"Let's eat here, then," says the woman. "This will do."

As they open the door, A blast of cold conditioned air gushes out. "Mmm. That feels good. What a relief from the heat," the woman says. They are greeted with a resounding " Welcome to Rosie's Sir, Ma'am!"

They walk through the brightly lit restaurant with huge glass windows and take a window seat. Once seated, the waitress comes over with a gleaming smile on her face and gives them each menu. They carefully look over it and order: two Rosie Big Burgers, two plates of French fries, two large Cokes and two solid slices of Rosie's Homemade Apple Pie with whipped cream topping. The waitress jots it all down with a smile and asks if there will be anything else.

"How long will it take? asks the man.
"About fifteen minutes, sir" says the waitress.
"Can you make it faster? I'm starving," says the man as he rubs his big belly.
"I'll see what I can do sir," she replies.

After a small chat, the food arrives. "God," I say absently to myself, watching the waitress place the full tray of food down on the table. I can smell it through the window. The couple smiles graciously and starts in on the hamburgers. They eat greedily. I watch longingly through the glass divide like a hungry dog salivating, waiting anxiously to be fed. I can't wait it any longer. The hunger pains in my stomach induce me to scratch at the restaurant window with my dirty scarred hand covered with scabies. I get their attention. They look briefly up at me with mouths full and continue as if I was not there. I tap at the window again. This time they took full notice of me. I do a Hollywood, put on my sad puppy dog eyes and bring my mouth to indicate that I want food. The man snatches his gaze away from me. With his mouth full of burger and fries, he raises his arm to signal to the waitress standing ready at her station. She sees the man and comes over to the couple's table. The man wipes his mouth with his napkin and says something to her. The waitress raises her eyes to look at me, then she turns on her heels and heads out of the door.

It is scorching hot outside. The waitress looks irritated as she walks towards me. She is shielding her face from the sun as she tells me not to disturb the customers while they are eating. I pretend to go away, but as soon as she goes back into the restaurant, I return to my place window at the window.

When I came back, the couple is done eating. I watch the man as he leans back in his chair and lights up a cigarette, belly protruding over his belt. He is contented. His hunger has been satisfied. after a couple of puffs, he signals to the waitress, who is waiting patiently at her station. Like a remote controlled car, she goes over to the table and deftly places the plates half- eaten sandwiches, French fries and apple pie onto her tray. She leaves the table as she goes out to the kitchen. Later she returns with a bag and the check. The an pays the check and generously tips the waitress. She thanks the couple and they get up to leave.

"Thank you Sir, Ma'am. Come again soon," she says automatically as the couple leaves the diner.

Like a dog waiting patiently for his master to finish eating, I jump up excitedly and run to intercept the couple at the door of the restaurant. I can feel the cool rush of air gushing out on the streets. My tongue is wet with anticipation of eating. I give to the couple as they leave the restaurant and follow them half way down the street, tasting the food as I smell of the burgers escape from the bag drawing me by my nose. Gently i tug at the man's shirt like a playful puppy and put my hand to my mouth indicating I'm hungry. Skipping and trotting along side of them, I try to keep with their pace. Abruptly, the man stops, looks down at me and tells me the bag of food is for his dog.

Looking like a confused puppy, I stand motionless in the meddle of the sidewalk, My head is tilted to the side, one ear up and the other down as I watch the couple walk off the bag of half eaten burgers, French fries, and apple pie for their dog. I watch them disappear into a crowd of people. The faint smell of the food unleashes my nose and disappear.

I turn to walk back to the restaurant and spy a garbage can. Like a hungry dog, I tilt it over and scrounge through it. I sniff out a few scraps of half eaten food and eat heartily.

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